tired

It's Monday and it's raining.

I'm physically tired. Last night's attempt at sleeping didn't work out so well. Well... the attempts worked out great every hour, I exerted a lot of effort trying to fall back asleep. But the sleep itself turned out to be unsuccessful.

I'm spiritually lagging. Last week was not a good week with God and it's totally all on me. In this case, my attempts were unsuccessful. Why is that we allow routine, or the lack thereof, to dictate diligence in our relationship with Him?

The routine returns today. Back at it again. This time however, I'm not going to let it fade away over time. I need to keep it, hold on to it with every ounce of strength that I have. I'm done with status quo- it's time to step up for real, to step up for sure, to be consistent, persistent, and intentional.


"To everything there is a season, A time for every purpose under heaven..." Ecclesiastes 3:1


The time is now.