Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Untitled Ramblings.

...it's been a little over a month since my last post. Rest assured that the rate at which I update will remain consistent - meaning not a lot. :)

I arrived in Lynchburg on July 22nd and it is now September 1st. Classes have started. God hooked me up with a job. The settling in is finally beginning to take place. Slowly but surely.

Contrary to how I thought it would be, I've been home a lot since the move. But, I don't think that's a bad thing. It's helped the transition. And, each time I hit 81S to head back to "the other 'Burg", I appreciate those relationships so much more and realized that I am blessed.

{Thank you, Lord}

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Now, in Lynchburg news...

Classes started last Tuesday. I had to park in Djubumba which isn't a big deal unless rain is pouring from the sky - which it was. I finally made it inside and was dripping water from my hair and face. {Note to self: buy an umbrella} Sat through three classes in a row freezing and listening to Professors talk about the syllabus. At 4:50 when my last class was over, I was exhausted. I've had two days of class since then {I only have class on Tuesday/Thursday} and I'm loving it. :)

George, my boss, called yesterday. I start training on Friday morning. He wants to put me on the schedule right away now, instead of waiting until October, because someone quit. Word!

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This time last year, I was completely unsure of where my life would be going. I don't know that I can say that much has changed, but I can say that I've learned what it means to trust God for His plans. I've learned that when I place my sight on God {seek first the kingdom, Matthew 6:33}, the perspective is different; things that once seemed so important no longer are; things that were put in place of God are taken down.

{I've been trying for the past 15 minutes to figure out how to get to where I'm going with this blog, if anywhere.}

Straight up, the past few days have been difficult. God was teaching me a tough lesson that He's tried to teach me before. In previous times, I wouldn't go there with Him, I'd find a quick route to somewhere else. {I suppose you could call me Jonah}

This time, when He pulled up, I jumped in and we went! And though I was uncertain and hurt, it was great.

I found rest in God alone. {Psalm 62:1, NIV)
I realized joy from God and not happiness from circumstances.
I was given another glimpse into the fact that God is always with us.
I am learning what it means to be with God, something I haven't done in a while.

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Aside from that, God has been placing passion back into my heart. I can feel Him {not that it's always about feelings}, I can hear Him {not that it's always about hearing}, but most of all I'm being stretched.

"I therefore, a prisoner of the Lord, urge you to walk in a manner worthy of the calling to which you have been called, with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love, eager to maintain the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace." [Ephesians 4:1-3, ESV]

I won't unpack all that is in this passage but I will say that God, through Paul, is calling us to a certain standard of living. One that reflects the gospel; one of humility and gentleness towards others; one of love and unity with the body of Christ; one that is focused on advancing the Kingdom and bringing glory to God.

This standard of living can be seen all throughout the New Testament writings. Christ calls us to go to all the nations (Matthew 28:18-20). If I am proclaiming to be a Christian, where is my passion and heart for those who are lost and suffering?

At the end of Matthew 9 in verses 36-38, Christ looked out on the crowds of people and "had compassion for them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd. Then he said to his disciples, 'The harvest is plentiful, but the laborers are few; therefore pray earnestly to the Lord of the harvest to send out laborers into his harvest.'" (ESV)

So, there is work to be done, but not enough workers to do it. Christ says to pray. If you ignore the man-made chapter break, you see that He then calls the disciples to answer the prayers for more workers - interesting? Perhaps.

It is important that we are praying for workers, but why is it that we don't see ourselves as the workers a lot of the time. Just a thought, I suppose.

{There will be more to come on this. For now check out this site - Freedom424 - and pray about supporting somehow}

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This blog writing process has been a long one. I hope that it has made some sense. In it's purest form, it's just random musings from the mind of a 'byrd' - so forgive me for rambling at times.

until next time,

byrd lady

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Meditate on this: "I charge you in the presence of God and of Christ Jesus, who is to judge the living and the dead, and by his appearing and his kingdom: preach [proclaim] the word; be ready in season and out of season; reprove, rebuke, and exhort, with complete patience and teaching. For the time is coming when people will not endure sound teaching, but having itching ears they will accumulate for themselves teachers to suit their own passions, and will turn away from listening to the truth and wander off into myths. As for you, always be sober-minded, endure suffering, do the work of an evangelist, fulfill your ministry." [2 Timothy 4:1-5, Paul telling Timothy, "it's your turn"]


Monday, August 2, 2010

Here we go..

For 23 years home has been the Shenandoah Valley. More specifically, Harrisonburg.

I lived in the same house on East Wolfe Street - it's where I had many bike wrecks, 4 cats named "Kelly"; it's where I got a toothpick stuck in my foot and had to go to the hospital to get it out; it's where my parents reside and will continue to reside; it's the place where my brother moved out and then back at least 3 times; it's where I gained some pretty hilarious stories about being in trouble and the "Incredible Hulk" coming out. It's home.

Spent some years in a college dorm and two years in a house with friends - but that was all still home.

I have officially left home and am now trying to grow new roots in Lynchburg. It could just be for the two years that it takes me to finish my Seminary degree or it could be forever. However long, though, it is my new home.

I'm not quite sure how I got to where I am today, as I sit here and type. Looking back over the past year, there have been a whirlwind of events to transpire and somehow work together and settle here, in Lynchburg. {Okay, enough background...}

July 22, 2010 - I packed up my car, hit the familiar interstate combination {81S, 64E, 29S} and arrived in Lynchburg to move into my new apartment with my new old roommate, my best friend.

The first couple of days were just getting my stuff unpacked and trying to get settled.

Fast forward 11 days: God has taught me a TON. Here is a brief run down...

"Godliness with contentment is great gain." 1 Timothy 6:6 {It's worth taking the time to study}

Spiritual sulks will get us nowhere with God and will only cause us to sulk more.

Sometimes God calls us to wait so that He can work: "To wait is not to sit with folded hands, but to learn to do what we are told." {i.e. Get Prepared!}

The body of Christ is everywhere and has nothing to do with a building or church name.

God is always working; no matter our perception of the situation, God is working. {Ref. Habakkuk 1:5}

2 hour car rides with your best friend in the rain with no more than 10 words spoken are not fun.

30 minutes of "Real Talk" with your best friend is amazing.

And most importantly: God is always with us, walking right beside us and carrying us when we are too weak to take another step.


There will be more updates to come - at least that is my intention. This new season is uncertain and scary in my mind, but God is faithful and good, so there is nothing to fear but fear itself.

Blessings,
byrd lady

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

I Beg...

I Beg - Shane & Shane

Here I am
One more day of not
Loving Him the way He asks
In fact my heart is singing praises to the things
that make me feel alright


So I’m sinking fast like a stone heart should
And on the way down
I’ve done what I could
To try and try to turn this stone to flesh


I’m haunted by my God
Who has the right to ask me
What by the nature of my rebellion
I cannot give.


So I beg for you to move
I beg for you to move
I beg for you to break through


So here I am
Got my deeds for the day
All my cute little words about
How I am saved
Am I saved?


Could I love you with my mouth like a church kid should
At the end of the day
My words get burned as wood
Oh, but I was good.


I’m haunted by my God
Who has the right to ask me
What by the nature of my rebellion
I cannot give.


So I beg for you to move
I beg for you to move
I beg for you to break through


These songs are noise
In your ears
A clanging drum
You want my love


So I beg...I beg...I beg
I beg for you to move
I beg for you to break through!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Introducing.. ASHER!

Here's the newest addition to the Aletheia Ministry House:


Asher (Hebrew for "a happy blessing") - Australian Shepherd Mix (basically means he's going to be huge)!



Chelsea and Lauren found him yesterday morning at Sylvia's Pets and by 4:45 yesterday evening, we were on our way home with him!! He's the man of the house now- definitely our little man (soon to be BIG man)...I'm pretty sure that he's already stolen our hearts!



We're taking on a new responsibility but I think that we're all really excited for it and understand everything that's going to come with owning a dog. Asher's first night at his new home went better than we expected I think. He only cried in his crate (or crib as Sarah calls it) for about 30 minutes before falling asleep. So far, no accidents; hopefully we can keep that streak going!



There will be more pictures of Asher up on facebook within the next couple of days I'm sure, so stay tuned!


Friday, April 10, 2009

Tampa - Day 6

Ashlee killed me at Lifestyle Family Fitness on the revolving stair climber or something and the arc trainer.

Came home, applied for two jobs, went swimming.

Felt terrible, took a nap, woke up in the middle of dinner, ate dinner.

Went to Baptist Collegiate Ministry on campus. Came home, went to bed.

Hoping that I feel better today while we're at the beach...right now my head might explode!




ps. I miss my roommates!

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Tampa - Day 5

Halfway through this week. That's a little bittersweet - leaving Tampa is going to be sad but I'm stoked to get back home and see my girls!!

Sitting here watching American Idol with the crew. Lana's here- she rocks!! Enough said.

Between AP and I, we spent about 4 hours on the phone - Verizon and the IRS - gotta love 'em! AP had to get another new phone number today because apparently the Verizon guys in Tampa got things messed up when they gave him his first new number. My taxes and social security number are wacked out again this year- genked! Anyway...

We spent some time at the Verizon store, at SUPERTarget (yea, uh huh.. SUPER. We're not in Harrisonburg anymore), headed to Lifestyle Family Fitness where Ashlee got a membership and attempted to get me a job- we'll see.

Came home for dinner - Tortellin Primavera, sauteed zucchini, pizza, and garlic toast - another successful day in the kitchen with Ashlee Proffitt (minus the cookies). Lana was here for dinner... did I mention that she rocks?

Drew went nuts after dinner and was totally showing off for everyone. We took some video of him laughing like crazy- it will be on youtube sometime in the near future, so be on the lookout.


I'm starting to think that I can really see myself living here for a while. As said before, God is continuing to change my heart. Still at that "we'll see" stage though.

Tomorrow's agenda: Ashlee and I are going out to find me jobs to apply for - prayers welcomed.

Stoked for Friday- spending the day at the beach with the AletheiaTampa crew and then girls night... guaranteed to be a great time! (Lana's leaving now (10:25pm) - that's kind of sad.).

I'm tired...so I think I'm done for tonight. Writing every day about what I do is turning to be a bit difficult, but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel!

However, I'm still waiting to be able to blog about seeing an alligator.... stay tuned.



Lauren, Sarah, and Chelsea - I love you girls! Hope you're all having a great week!! Get stoked for Saturday cause it's bound to be a celebration!!!!